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[06 Dec 2005|02:13pm] |
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but umm so i've been talkin' to this kid john for about a week and we went to the mall sunday with him....soo every thing was good and then last night on the computer he asked me out and i deffinatly said "yeah". this kid is so awesome he's the only one i had feelings for like this since justin... so yeah i'll type later...buh bye
<33 steph
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[01 Nov 2005|01:47pm] |
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hey so it's like the day after halloween and i went to a haunted house last night with matt and angie((we were in it)). So matt came to get me and told me we were low on people so ha told me Jstin and all them were gonna be there. So i was nervous and a lil scared.When justin got there he said hi to me so i said hi back. While i was in my spot he walked in and was standing with me and angie. Angie left and he was messing with my mask and shit like that. So i was hitting him. He stopped cause a kid was walking through and then he started again.So i tried hitting him in his balls.And then he was leaving when it was all over so he was going up the steps and didn't say bye or anything...so i was like whatever so that really pissed me off. I was tryng to act like i didn't care that anything happened between us but i was sorta being a bitch yesterday...oh well...umm ok well im gonna go ill write later...buh byez<33
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[19 Sep 2005|09:50am] |
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hey everybody im updating my profile from school... it's kinda boring right now it's my lunch time and im in the library how fun...lol... oh well... umm eww i saw terrance today he is so emo'ed out it's not even funny... he doesn't even go with that whole emo look... well school is fine so far it's kinda fun... umm ok well im gonna go now ill type later buh bye
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[03 Sep 2005|06:20pm] |
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hey every body it's been quite awhile nd alot was goin on so that chick i havent seen in lik a year stabed me in the back ((not literally))... so that kid frank i liked since febuary hooked up wit me but after he hooked up with krystal ((the chick i started chillin wit after a year))... nd i didn't kno the hooked up ::gross::... that kid eric i like is bein a dick but right now i don't kare cus im startin school in lik 3 days !!yay!!... i can't wait... as u can tell im excited...this is actully the first year i've been happy about school...haha im such a dork!! oh well umm ok im gonna go ill write l8er...buh bye
<3333 steph
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[27 Jul 2005|11:32am] |
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hey every body it's been a while since i wrote in here so ill just tell you all whats been going on... so ne way i've been doing fine about the whole justin situation and tryin to move...so i've been talkin to this kid eric and i think i actully have a chance with him cus he likes mee and i like him so yea... i just started hangin out with a friend i haven't seen in lik a yr and it's pretty cool... i don't kno wut else to write so ill write later buh bye my loves
<3steph
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[14 Jul 2005|03:14pm] |
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hey everybody yesterday i didn't write and im sorry... but anyway umm i didn't do much yesterday well i did so anyway... i went to the doctors with my uncle butchy . we were there for about 30-45 min's and then after that we went to the neshaminy mall. I went into almost every store there lolz... i finally got a purse and it's so sexxy it's bright orange and tan... i got new earings and new balls...lol... and then i got home and i was hanging out with lex and bre...then we were sitting on lex's steps and tom (some drunk dude) long story, came over and started talking to us again and matt was helping him out a little bit and millie got loud with matt for some reason i don't know what happened ... and then me and lex went in stayed up til 2 am and that about all that heppened so im gonna go now so i'll write later...buh bye my loves... muahh
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[12 Jul 2005|11:00pm] |
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hey everybody, today was the first day since like almost 2 weeks ago i cried about Justin... you see i was doing fine until i thought about the block party and how im gonna be seeing him with another girl and i just can't take the fact that it's not me... I'm sry but i really can't handle this, i thought i got over him and was fine with us still being friends and all but im not and i don't want to see him with her... i know if i see him with her i won't beable to go through with this... when he told me it was over between us my whole life crashed to the ground... cus he was my life i lost him and now i really want him back not even want i need him back... he doesn't even know how much he ment to me... he was my life... it feels like a part of me is missing now... he is more then any girl can ask for... every body that know what really happened with me and Justin will be mad at me if they found out i was being lik this, but right now i don't care what they think... i just need him back in my arms and i won't stop at anything until i have him... he is my everything... i don't want him loving anyone else and i don't want no one esle loving me... i don't kare how long i have to wait for him i will... I Love Him and no one gonna change my mind... ok im gonna go cus if i keep going on i'll start balling my eyes out... so buh bye my loves
<3 steph
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